i know that the things that are worth having are worth working for but this is getting out of hand. how much more of this bullshit can i take?
i can't find a normal, decent, well adjusted, friendly, loving, caring man and just when i think i'm getting close, it all falls apart.
i finally got a great job but of course... i'm micromanaged, put down, talked about and sabotaged every time i turn around.
i'm too tired to exercise so i have absolutely no energy which happens to be a double edged sword.
i miss my nephew.
i miss my family.
but i do not miss michigan. at all. i guess it just goes to show you that no matter how far away you run, new problems will arise.
it's just so depressing. i just want someone to love. and someone to love me right back.
lame... maybe. but i'm only human and i want those things.